Dream world

2011 FIRST POST

2011-03-21T05:01:00.000-07:00

WHo am I? I am still I. Still a girl like before.
still what?? feel embarrassed to talk about it..
或许在别人眼中我是"怪人"?,I dont know how people look at me.
maybe they feel that, only i think too much
the most important is 其实我只是不懂得怎样表达而已..
I had started to strive for change
I cannot be like that anymore..
Everyone have started to move on, but I am still at the same spot.
I cannot stay still, continue to being lazy, doing nothing, keeping quiet.
I have to keep to move one for improving myself..
I have to change my attitude, my image, my behaviour, speak out loud!!
so that I WONT feel sorry to myself in future.

From today onwards, in my dictionary wont have " I cannot" this words..
Jia you.. Believe my self.. Aza AZA hwaiting..I believe i can fly..

stress..

2010-11-13T21:58:00.000-08:00

exam is very near now.. but i still have a lot haven't study.
keep worrying..
worry till cannot study..
wanna cry already..
no people can help me..
need to study myself..

小感触

2010-11-03T18:57:00.000-07:00

最近变懒惰了..
喝饮料之后没立刻洗杯子,尤其是喝麦片
然后只顾着上网, 把杯子搁在一边好久:

后来,洗杯的时候才发觉
里面的东西干掉很难洗

這让我想到...

有些事情，沒有立刻去完成，而過了之後才去執行
就会花更多的心力去达到你本來可以很轻易达成的事情

像是学习，少壯不努力，老大徒伤悲
每堂课后,应该当天温习过.
如果等到考试前一两天才温习,就太迟了

要考试了, 我还在可以有时间在这里写blog?
说穿了,我就是临时抱佛脚的人..哈哈....还敢笑...-_-
说实话最后几天才温习真的很辛苦唉,
所以本小姐劝大家不要临时抱佛脚....

其实还有很多這样的例子吧还沒想到
所以结论是...杯子要早点洗咯...^^

我的小怪癖

2010-11-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

不知道有沒有人也会這样?哈哈..对不起..相片不清楚..请点击放大..

减肥

2010-11-03T17:30:00.000-07:00

看到弯弯的一篇漫画, 同感..真的是减肥时候了....

2010-08-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

好像所有的一切都变成不值得我期待....好诅丧..-_-

苍蝇逃生的启迪-成功

2010-08-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

美国康奈尔大学的威克教授曾做过一个实验:把几只蜜蜂放进一个平放的瓶子中,瓶底向着有光的一方,瓶口敞开。但见蜜蜂们向着有光亮处不断飞动,不断撞在瓶壁上。最后当他们明白,自己永远都飞不出这个瓶底时,于是不愿再浪费力气,它们停在光亮的一面,奄奄一息。

　　威克教授于是倒出蜜蜂,把瓶子按原样放好,再放入几只苍蝇。不到几分钟,所有的苍蝇都飞出去了。原因很简单,苍蝇们并不朝着一个固定的方向飞行,它们会多方尝试,向上、向下、向光、背光,一方不通立刻改变方向,虽然免不了多次碰壁,但它们最终会飞向瓶颈,并顺着瓶口飞出。它们用自己的不懈努力改变了像蜜蜂那样的命运。

威克教授于是总结出一个观点:横冲直撞总比坐以待毙要高明得多。

成功并没有什么秘诀，就是在行动中尝试，改变，再变，再尝试。。。。。直到成功为止。有人成功了，只因为他比我们犯的错误，遭受的失败更多。。

考试后。。

2010-07-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

这次的考试使我很丧气，担心
由始以来，觉得最有压力的一次。
每科前一晚都开夜车。
记得有一晚，我哭了，只因为我没法把考试范围读完。
逼着自己读完，可是一个字也读不进
总觉得压力很大，大的受不了，
觉得很累。
甚至曾想就这样放弃。
交白卷算了。
但是，我祈祷。祈求天主帮助我度过这难熬的考试周。
就这样考完试了。

可是，
假期了，我根本开心不起来。
刚考完，我就坐立不安
我气我自己。明明知道答案，可是却不够时间没能将答案写下，还有因为我的粗心
我很怕就因为这样我就白考了
我对自己很没信心
深怕不及格。
一直为这事担心
我不知道我是不是杞人忧天

后来，靠祈祷，把一切都献给主。
我才能安心，恢复心情。。
感谢主！！赞美主。阿们。

再后来，我想了很多。
看到身边的朋友的大学生活
都过得多姿多彩，快乐无比。。
而我，去上课，上完课就回家，
每天都重复着一样的生活。
闷极了。。
我开始又想东想西
我是不是选错科
如果当初这样，我会不会过的更快乐，
那样有会变成怎样

最后，我得到的答案是：
我应该往前看，而不是往后看，
既然选了就选了
不该逃避也
不要后悔，而要努力和尽力完成它
不是吗？
加油！一首歌在我脑海里“浮现“：

林俊杰的加油！！

最近你好吗少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考
发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老
The beat goes on 时间它一直走
就像是Life goes on 这过程或许痛
不管顺流或逆流你总得抬起头
让我们一起走走过艰难和困惑
发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老
关关是难关但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光在天空闪闪
所出现的彩虹忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松那我们一起加油
说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老

2010-06-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

我终于明白了。。退一步海阔天空^^

2010-05-11T04:08:00.000-07:00

我还在期待那些没有希望的事实干什么？傻瓜。。

和已过去的事说再见

2010-04-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

莎士比亚“聪明的人永远不会坐着为自己的损失而悲伤，却会很高兴地去找出办法来弥补创伤。”

人一旦停带在昨天，过去，就会产生杂念，
便会痛苦，怨恨，不甘心。
拥有并维持这种遗忘，是一个人获得成功和快乐的关键。
瓶子碎了，不能把牛奶救回来。
打翻的牛奶无论你怎么着急，如何抱怨，也不能救回一滴了
只要先动点脑筋，先加以防备，
那瓶牛奶救可以救回。
可是现在已经太迟了-我们所能做到的，
只是把它忘掉，去想下一件事。
只要不再为过去的事后悔，
不再让那些已过去的事影响我们，
我们所挽救的是整个人生的快乐和圆满

.......

2010-04-12T16:19:00.000-07:00

如果时间能够倒流，
我一定会好好珍惜所拥有的一切。
都怪那时的我迟钝，不中用。
错过了很多机会，
所拥有的美好的回忆不多。
所以，
从今天起。
我一定会好好做我自己。
珍惜一切
制造出更多根更多的MeMoRieS...

Kid's mind 童言童语 XD

2010-04-10T20:46:00.000-07:00

Today, my two lovely piano's students whispered in front of me.
Then both of them keep push around to ask me
And finally someone said out:" Teacher,are you married?"
I fell into a trance after heard this..(-_-)!!!
In my mind, the words" boyfriend and married" appeared
I don't even have any boyfriend, how come I get married ler?
I burst into laughter afterwards
Then,
I gave an obtuse answer to them..
"Am I looked that old?"
One of them said:
"My sister(25) already have bf lo then you should have one also."哭笑不得
I told them I am still young, marry is still far away from me.hahaha 无言。
Then continued to do their piano theory.

One of them took out her Mr bean's bear and another bear to show it to me.
She also tried to act like the Mr bean talked to his bear.
Bravo..really alike..clap clap ...
She told me the stories about how Mr. Bean's bear head break..
The room is fulled with the sound of laughter in that one hour..

These two kids are really too cute (with explode)..
They are well behaved and clever and easy to communicate students..
I am not biased to them.
but that is the truth..
They will said" Good afternoon, teacher " and good bye whenever go in and go out the class..like going to school
They are clear about the time when they ought to do their work and play..
They wont say "no" whatever you called them to do
Is the compliments are too over??
Maybe..k...then stopped..

Teaching life..

2010-04-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

From April onwards, I become an substitute piano teacher.
To replace a teacher who is going to give birth..
but only for one month..
Although only one month, it is good enough already
Better than no income..right?
First day of teaching is quite fun and see many unfamiliar face..
Start form the second class, the fun keep decreasing..

I had met many kind of students:
Some whenever you called them to do this, they don want.
They will keep oppose your order
Some you kept teach them , they still don't know how to do
Some when you are angry, they still don't want to hear what you said
You need to find many kind of ways to cope this..

And
becoming a substitute piano teacher also sacrifice my Sat and Sun's free time
From Morning to afternoon..and need to one to one teaching again..
Only night time left
My revision haven done,the mid term exam is coming very soon
Assignment haven start..bla bla bla
keep worrying..

Am I regret?
The answer is "no"
At least I can gain some experience of working and teaching
experience the society world.
I should think the positive side..
I can also earn money.wahahah..money money come..

Teaching is always like that
Not every student will listen to what you said
Nothing is perfect
Life is full of challenging
You need to overcome the difficulties and problem.
Don't say there is no solution
There must have solution..
You need to explore and experience yourself
If not, you will not know how wonderful the world the God made is and the happiness.

=========================================THE eND====================================

-_-

2010-03-06T19:55:00.000-08:00

My greatest drawback is lack of self-confidence. Certain lack of self confidence leads me avoiding people because I don't want to deal with it. Sometimes, I feel uneasy and embarrassed with people I don't really know or those who are older than me. I just do not know start what topic with them.

Most of the people think I am a quiet girl. They do not know my genuine and inner personality. Actually I am very talkative, but it is always hidden. Once I meet any unfamiliar people, my brain will straight away blank,and I will don't know what to say. Sometimes, even I have thing to say,the words cannot be say out, like the voice being trapped inside the throat.

In my opinion, it is very difficult to join Those who have their own gang. Don't know you guys think my opinion right or wrong. I always feel that I am always the outsider, always being left out. Sometimes, I am mad of myself. Why I cannot be more active, social and show the true me? Am I too pessimistic? I should work out the best me, Isn't it?

2010-01-12T04:55:00.000-08:00

找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那個人
很多人都像我一個人過生活

愛只有簡單筆畫
卻比想像複雜恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可數的嗎
為何我還相信它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人在等我的永恆
告訴我愛不單行別害怕

用不完身邊氾濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到愛情那個枷鎖

Hotspot..

2009-12-09T00:00:00.000-08:00

Just now went to hotspot to meet church's friend. The purpose is to meet Donna. Miss her as long time didnt see her. The meeting time was 8pm but I reached there earlier.

I realized I was the earliest and also the first one who reached there. I was the only customer in Hot spot..feeling paiseh but like the place is being booked by me..haha .. I can do anything I want. muhahhahaha.. Waiting time to pass..So boring.

Then wei was the second one who reached. We ordered Ice blended chocolate.The cream was yummy. I dipped it with straw and stirred it.

After all people reached (six of us), we ordered food. I shared black pepper lamb chop with Wei because I want to keep fit. delicious and yum yum..Haha. I am the youngest among them because Joyce could not come. then continue talking , chatting, laughing till 11.30pm back..tHEN dreaming..ZZzzzzz

关于血型的漫画。。。

2009-12-03T19:59:00.000-08:00

drama, movie...

2009-11-28T05:48:00.000-08:00

Recently, I started chase movie again..haha..I am movie queen..muahaha.Apart from 宫心计，I find one nice korea drama called 原来是美男 ( you 're handsome/ beautiful). quite nice and funny..

The actors in the drama are very handsome, especially Jang Guen Suk ( act as Tae Kyung)..His killing smile..
Jeong Yong Hwa(Shin woo) is member of C.N.Blue. His eyes are killing device, a small single eyelids eyes,and full of power.haha
last is lee hong ki (Jeremy)from FT Island. He is very kawai and very wu li tou.

The synopsis of the story is Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

I spent three days to finish watching the whole episode.so pro ..haha

Jang Geun Suk!! The main actor.

A.N.Jell is the group name of the four members.
Fans called them angel。

I found that I like this drama OST very very much. but i cant find any mp3 of it ..haihz..I want to download all of the songs!I like the most Promise and AS EVER

I will continue to chase movie after I find a movie suitable my taste..waakak

+Trust in Jesus+

2009-11-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

Trust Him when Dark doubts assail you
Trust Him when your Strength is Small
Trust Him when to simply trust Him
Seems the Hardest thing of all

Trust Him, He is ever faithful
Trust Him for His will is the Best
Trust Him for the Heart of Jesus
Is the only place of rest.

Exam is near

2009-11-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

5 more days...yet I am still fooling around
Great, I am going to fail my exams
What am I to do?
I keep yearning to use the computer
TO online, to go youtube to watch entertainment show,
especially superjunior and SS501 ( Korean stars)
P.s.I am 哈韩族

The exam are already here,
I even haven touch the book and study,
I am still head over heels for guys who doesn't even know my exist:
Although they are handsome and flower boys..
It is no use for me to do that
Really need to wash my brain..
I should stop it now..
and study
I should think about my future
I need to be study hard!!
So, Gambateh , aza aza hwaiting 加油！
hmm..how to say jia you in English?
Translate from Chinese is add oil o..
so weird..
hahaha
Must start study tomorrow!!!

Happy Birthday to me!! 祝我生日快乐!! 생일 축하합니다!!

2009-10-28T21:42:00.000-07:00

First of all, sing birthday song to myself..haha.. countdown for my birthday yesterday because I watched movie till midnight..
Getting one year older..
I should 成长， improve myself..

Today, I celebrated my birthday by shopping with friends..
First, we went to McDonald for our lunch..eat till very full..
Then, we just shopped around..
I bought a hair band and and a music tone earrings at black Queen..very satisfied because at least got spent money?? dont know
I met Qaz when we walked pass McDonald again.

We went Big Apples Donuts and ordered six of them..
I was surprised when they said this is my birthday cake..haha with two candles on it.

This is the one I ordered.. Like birthday cake right? haha

Light up the candles.

Make wishes..BLOW them.. N then pretended to cut it..
All donuts were missing, they were all inside our stomachs..muahahahehe

After finished eating, the messy table
Then three out of five of us went boulevard for a while..
Reaching home around 3.30pm
Mum asked me want to eat "me sua" 面线 or not? I said don't want..
But she said must eat for birthday..so I said ok lo
She also said want to boil hard boiled eggs but I said no need...

The separate noodles and soup..hehe..delicious..yum yum

Finally, my presents hehe..
the cute rabbit, birthday card and one angpau ( given by aunty who is also same birthday as me) money money come..

I have a happy and blessed birthday.. thanks for my sisterhood: chew rou, Tina, Lina and Nyuk Nying..thanks for the present, I like it very much
Thanks for them celebrating my birth today
N also all my dearest friends who send wishes to me through facebook and sms..
Love you all..Thanks very muchie..Smile..

23/10/2009 (Fri)

2009-10-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

Finally all assignments are over..Finally,I can relax a little bit.whiew...but still have the final exam after two more weeks..haihzzzz...

After passing up the marketing mix plan and CIB final report assignment, I went back to home. When decided to have a long sleep (burning midnight oil yesterday), mum called me to accompany her to go shopping. Even though I am not willing to go, but I still forced myself go because I can buy things and mum paid.. wakkaa I am very clever ler..

First we went to choose the flower for the decorations of house at Anita.I feel like I am in the garden when I was surrounded by the variety of flowers.. beautiful..Finally, we choose the brown artificial flower mix with white one. look like real flower after arrange it in the vase..like very very much..total is about RM 80..wau..

Then we went boulevard shopping, we shopped at the clothing department for almost 2 hours for choosing clothes..many discounts. it makes my toes curl..hehe. kept trying but only buy one black pants and one short pants in the end..

It was about 4.30 when reaching home...then I slept for 2 hours..

I slept like this: with my lovely pillows haha

Below is just some funny pic:

please don't slepp like this even if you are tired..smelly u know?
wakaka

why can she sleep like this? wonder..

你快乐吗？

2009-10-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

对于一个人来说，快乐的活着就是成功的人生，所以谁都会渴望自己能够更多的拥有快乐，然而快乐却不是人人都能拥有的，于是有的人开始怨天忧人，怪上天不偏爱自己，怪命运多桀，抱怨事业不顺、家庭不和……其实这些都不是你不快乐的决定因素，真正决定你快乐与否的只是你自己！

　　微笑：如果你一直使自己的情绪处于低落的状态，例如你肩膀下垂、走起路来双腿仿佛有千斤重似的，那么你就真会觉得情绪很差。你要是一脸哭相，没有人愿意理睬你。那么要怎样改变呢？很简单，你只要深吸口气，抬起头来挺起胸，脸上露出微笑，并摆出生龙活虎的架势就行了。微笑和打哈欠同样会传染的，如果你真诚地对一个人展颜而笑，他实在无法对你生气。
　　放松：快乐的人总是这样对自己说：我觉得快乐，我会在各方面干得越来越好，我会越来越快乐。你反复地对自己说一些话，如“我很放松”、“我很平静”等等，时间久了这些话就会进入你潜意识中。
　　

　　分享：一个人问上帝：“为什么天堂里的人快乐，而地狱里的人却不呢？”于是上帝带他来到地狱，他看到许多人围坐在一口大锅前，锅里煮着美味的食物，可每个人都又饿又失望，因为他们手里的勺子太长，没法把食物送到自己口中。接着，他们又来到天堂，这里的勺子也很长，可是人们用勺子把食物送到了别人的嘴里。与别人分享快乐可以使快乐永驻。
　　感恩：你若能学会心怀感激，就会减少很多愤怒，你只有心怀感激，才会真正快乐起来；若一个人就只有怨怼，你的心情自然好不起来。一句话说得好：思之而存感谢。感恩的心将为你开创快乐的奇迹。

Straightening hair......@-@

2009-10-09T13:07:00.000-07:00

Start feeling uncomfortable with my hair since a long time ago, especially during hot and brightly day, had been very long and thick till Thursday, mum suddenly called me to go cut my hair with my sister. After cutting the hair, mum said later I dropped you at the saloon there for straighten your hair lo. You go yourself she said. Then I agreed. All these were not plan before so the plan for doing the cib and marketing assignment is being spoiled.

When I stepped into the saloon, only one customer there. I felt happy that I don't need to wait. The saloon girl told me to wash hair directly. Afterward, she helped me to dry my hair. Suddenly, a guy opened the door. I thought he is also customer, but then he picked up the hair dryer and started talking with the tauke and the saloon girl. That was my first time being drying hair by guy. Feeling strange for that..

At first I had a good impression on him ( don't miss understood ar, just people to people). I realized that he is a funny guy from the topic they were talking about. He then start sang. OUch!! I felt very painful abruptly. He kept drying my hair at the same place..Feeling very hot.. Ok never mind , I endured with it..

One hour later, he called me to wash hair. His skill of washing is a bit rough..I started formed bad impression on him..Fortunately, the second time of drying hair was not him. The straightened hair process is undergone smoothly after that..

Mum called my aunty to pick me as she wanted to go my home to visit my (nyema) grandma who came from Batu Niah to visit doctor also. Then I reached home..Full of energy after cut and straightened the hair..hahah..Have good mood to do things..I never want a guy to touch my hair after this case!! Just joking...
笑一笑，没什么过不了
BY,

送禮物這件事

2009-09-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

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當然收到人家裡物是一種心意啦

禮輕情意重麻~

不過可愛的或是對方喜歡的東西當然還是可以送啦....

大家在挑禮物時有很頭痛嗎

或是收到過什麼很無言的禮物呢?

Fortune Cookies

2009-09-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

I noticed that there is one special application on facebook: the fortune cookies. That application is pretty cool, I have it on my profile. I wonder if the messages are all taken from real fortune cookies? I am addicted to it and will go facebook and open one fortune cookies almost every day.The Fortune Cookie knows and tells all. I even will trust it. I think that I am absurd and ridiculous. We cannot trust it right? because it is just for fun. 我这是搞什么嘛！ Why do they call it a Fortune cookie if there are only ever positive statements inside? The message inside is all good and positive? no negative .. what is it for? just for wishes?

One day , different mood...

2009-09-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

hm..Dont know how to explain my mood yesterday. Half day sad half day happy..aiks..It was Sat but still had accounting exam. I do not want to talk too much on that exam. It is very disappointed and spoiled my mood. I thought that I had prepared well for the exam..I tried my best to solve it .but when started calculate, I can't find the answers for many questions. I am very disappointed for the failure. It is fate that I will get very low marks for this exam. I am very worry about it..Seem like many people know how to do it. I cant blame anyone. I should blame myself always do the things last minutes. haihz.. after that i kept console myself that don think much. forget about it and carry on and be hardworking.

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In the evening, Wei called me to give her a hand for the xing zhi guang xue qing tuan talent competition (星之光学青团荣耀天主才艺大赛). Then I said ok. It had been a long I did not participate in the activity, so I decided to go back for a look..
The whole night I felt very happy and excited. I tried not to think about the exam just now.

The competition explored many children talent skill, like singing, playing piano, drum , flute. Most of the competitors sang. I just mentioned the main point..Skip many parts.The most attracted me is the two sisters. They performed recitation. They are very talent and fascinate me, especially the younger one.. want to pinch her face..so cute ner.. I was called to collect the judge's scoring paper and be the prize girl.. Feel a bit nervous be the prize girl..The fun part is the choosing the popularity. All audiences have the chance to choose the one they like. All the competitors need to go up the stage and posing. Some is cool some is cute some is hilarious. hehe..Lastly, reached the prize giving time. yeh, the two sisters I talked about get the first..Congratulation to all winner!! The loser dont give up..Try your best next time. The competition ended with clapping and talking sound.. Sorry for no photos showed here.

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After finished, we went to "he cha"..hahaha. Go kingwood. We were seperated into two tables. I am the oldest one in my group. All of them are younger than me and the table is so big. Another one table is our go go and jie jie..Since we only had six people seated around in my table, we sat far apart.haha.I thought that I would be alone and keep quite during that time (because I seldom talked to them) but I was wrong. hehe..At first we felt the environment was very cold. Livia and Guo zhen suggested us to talked about one topic. but still no use..haha..the two boys kept talking about their own topic. The girls talked about their topic. After sometime, we talked non- stop. We chit chat about SPM..future and so on .( among girls ).quite interesting. We had waited for a long time for the food come. Almost one hour till we finished our drink..fortunately I did not order another plate of chop. If not i will gain more weight and look fatter and regret. Shared the honey bbq chop with Livia.. although we shared, still felt very full after eating. Feel very contended.. haha
Then it was nearly 11pm, time for back..

because it is the first time the xue qing tuan organize competition, there will be some imperfect things. but can gain lots of experience from this time..Thank you for you all for corporation to accomplish it.. I felt happy tonight because I think I am brave enough and getting mature. Not like before , I dont dare to the person I dont know well..hehe break my own recorded..Forget about unhappy and pray to the Lord.. Wish me good luck for the results..

awesome...

2009-09-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

Find some special and awesome things..share with u all:

First is ipod..

I can afford an iPod right now, coz we can make the ipod ourself with origami paper iPod. It looks pretty real. Isn't it? hahaha..wont you jeolus?

THEN, the itbed.....

IT is a clever fold up bed made from cardboard. The ultimate in compactability and functionality, the itbed is made from 7 mm thick cardboard that is folded like an accordion. It can be assembled in one simple step and when it’s collapsed the itbed takes up minimal storage space.
With itbed overnight guests will no longer have to sleep on the floor or sofa. It will be useful for me...

The magic t-shirt..

I love you… Oh… wait… I hate you .so is I love you or I hate you? confused...

oh no the the teddy beat head is seperated from its body. Who is so cruel making it like that?

answer is people using it..

last, Teddy bear memory stick.

Daddy, daddy why’s Teddy sticking his head into the computer? Can I do it too?! Dont let the kid see it..wakaka\

Nothing! OPen this..

2009-09-10T17:46:00.001-07:00

Congratulations! You have received the gift of nothing. Absolute nothing…
If someone says “nothing” the next time you ask what they want on their special day, they better be prepared for this lovingly crafted vial of emptiness filled with unfettered nothingness.
Discover that nothing really is so much better than something…

What my names mean?

2009-09-10T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...Too boring at campus so surfing around then find this test..below is the resutls: quite tru and accurate. you can try also at : http://www.paulsadowski.org/Numbers.asp and also your birthday at: http://www.paulsadowski.org/birthday.asp

You entered: Priscilla Bong Tze Ling
There are 20 letters in your name.Those 20 letters total to 104There are 6 vowels and 14 consonants in your name. What your first name means:

Latin Female
Ancient; archaic.

Your number is: 5
The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.
The expression or destiny for #5:The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.
If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3
A Soul Urge number of 3 means: With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.
You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.
The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.
On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11
An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

拒絕的藝術~

2009-09-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

到底如何禮貌性的拒絕別人才不會失禮咧?

應該是要找個對方戳不破的理由

還是直接說出自己的真心話呢?

雖然說真心話很好啦

但是當自己不再是學生的時候

出社會還是不要太直接以免得罪到別人

所以拒絕的藝術就很重要了

大家遇到自己內心不想參與的活動都怎麼拒絕呢?

hAPpy oR dISaPpOniTeD?

2009-09-04T19:07:00.000-07:00

Someone said my voice is very cute like a child talking. should I feel glad or not.. I should feel happy or disappointed? But I feel not happy at all once I heard it.It seems like I am not mature enough.
I do not like people said I am still look like a child. especially some thought I am still in primary school. I will feel very despair an down although I wont show it through my face. I usually wont express my true feeling through expression. I will keep it in my heart. Some of the friends around me ( same age as me) looks mature..They know how to make up to keep them pretty. I am not envy them. At least they do not look like a child. BUT IT IS TRUE THAT I REALLY LOOK YOUNGER THAN ACTUALLY I AM! hao xiang zhang bu da der..Haihz..That is not my fault.

blur blur der.....~-~

2009-09-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

wednesday- After class , Chew Rou and I went to cafeteria for our lunch as usual. Some funny things happen here.

It was nearly 12 pm, so the cafeteria almost full seated. We kept choosing the good seat. Then Rou said sit at the back (she said hou mian hou mian). So I just walked to the end and corner of cafeteria. but when I turned back , I didnt saw Rou. ei? where is she ? She was still in front. Actually what she said is the seat back of where we stopped just now. I misunderstand what she had said. wakakaka..

Then we put down our bags to went to order foods. Before that I took my wallet from my bags. I took it without looking inside the bag. when wan to go order food, I felt strange that why and when my wallet become so thin and long? I looked into my hands. Aduh...That is my pencil case!! No wonder..Dont know why this days I do things drowsily.. It is because stress? because of the assignment and mid term? Maybe.. hope I can regain consciousness. hahaha.

倔强

2009-08-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

很喜欢这首歌，它表达了我的内心。。。

*****我，就是倔强。。。。***

歌手：五月天 歌曲：倔强

当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样

坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚

我如果对自己妥协如果对自己说谎

即使别人不原谅我也不能原谅

最美的愿望一定最疯狂

我就是我自己的神在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张我的固执很善良

我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光

你不在乎我的过往看到了我的翅膀

你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向更适合飞翔

我不怕千万人阻挡只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

就这一次让我大声唱

lalalala...

就算失望不能绝望...

lalalalala...

就这一次我和我的倔强

Damned printer!!

2009-08-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

I hate my printer..Don't know why the paper always stuck when printing.When the printer ink is delivered to my house, i was very happy. I thought no need to print things in campus anymore. The cost for printing is 10 cent per copy, quite expensive ..thinking that no need to waster money anymore will be save a lot of money but then when start printing......haihz...I had tried many times but still cannot.Angry with it!!!!

In the afternoon, my bro already called me to help him to print since he also cannot print, I tried and tried and still cannot..Then just now I wanted to print the collage, the paper stuck again.I tried and tired ..Repeating..till i sweat..till I give up..Ishsssss
Buying the ink for it is a waste!! have ink also no use..Uselessssssssssss!!!!!

Sat 15/8

2009-08-15T17:00:00.000-07:00

Today, my ah giu (uncle) bought many live chickens for us..almost 20 chickens , I think. My mum called me to help her to kill it. Actually, I had decided to do revision on macroeconomics and do the tutorial. Mum said only need to help her for a while but then spending whole afternoon to help her.It destroyed my plan to study. Again, not touching the books and do revision for the past three days.( online..watch movie). haihz ..In the end,only made myself feeling very tired..the muscle pain. Regreting..

Do you know the process of killing chicken? there are many steps..need to cut their neck first...eeee...er xing.. Don't dare to see..yuck. Then, Have to soak the chicken in the boiled water so that the feathers can be removed easily. Their feathers really a lot. We killed ten chickens. It is tiring

The alive chickens

We found the eggs from one the chickens:

left: the formation of egg is not completed.
right: the small eggs..only 1 over four of the palm of your hand.
The unordinary egg..

The lungs of the chicken

Nothing special+

2009-08-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

yay.. Again study days had passed..I only have class from Monday toWednesday. Nothing special happen today.. Just feel that many people greet me at campus today. Even though some of them i am not really know them, they still greet me.. haha ..Happy Days...

mad...

2009-08-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

Mad at my brother. He drank the Justea I bought last wednesday without asking. I knew he is a person that always drink or eat with permission when just see the drinks or food. Normally, I will hide anythings I buy. This time, I just put the justea inside refrigerator like that because I think i will drink it in this few days. The weather today is still hot till I want to drink cold drinks, so I wen to take the Justea. When I opened the fridge, i saw an empty tin on the basin beside the fridge.. and saw no more justea inside the fridge..getting angry that time..gr...After he come back he admitted he drank the justea . you know what he said again ? He said go buy again la and buy other things also..Grrrr...ish..Can you please ask for permission before drink other people's drink..hem..

Super Duper HOT!!

2009-08-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

The weather is super duper hot this few days plus the haze is very serious. when going to campus in the morning, the whole campus is covered with a layer of fog ( cause: the burning of forest in senadin because of the hot weather) .. the surrounding look vague. the haze smell bad..yuck ..Even though is morning, it is already feeling hot. Many students wear mask to school to avoid smell and H1N1..Really cannot stand of the torridness ..It is also very uncomfortable when using laptop in my room in the afternoon..the sun is shining brightly and very hot..kept sweating when using the laptop..This kind of weather make people lose temper very easily..easily get mad.. When will this kind of weather over?? please rain...

HOT
Dont know will zhong shu or not..hehehe

信任之塔~

2009-08-06T05:05:00.000-07:00

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我覺得人跟人之間很多事情的出發點最重要的就是出自於信任
不管是合作或是相處，都是建立在信任之上的~
所以說當破壞了信任了，被傷害或是知情的人都一定會對這個人的誠實大打折扣
要挽回別人的信任也是很辛苦的一件事

記得以前看過一則小故事是說..

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信任好像也是這樣吧
當欺騙了別人，也是會造成傷口的
不過這傷口是會在雙方身上都有的..
所以在話說出口前，還請仔細想想喔~~~

[連載於弯弯部落格]

我也是这么认为。。不好意思哦，因为是copy and paste 所以必须点击放大才能看清楚图片说什么。。。

Cute puppy

2009-07-30T19:49:00.000-07:00

searching internet, and found a very cute puppy..
The puppy was born in May (2007) to breeder Emiko Sakurada in Odate, northern Japan..

Heart Kun

The dog with plenty of love…

wish I have a puppy like that but impossible because mum does not admit it..haihz..

Holidays works...

2009-07-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

During the holidays ,I had cleaned up and tidied my bedroom. wau.. really messy.. WHAT A MESS....and don't know why my room have so many dust even though sweep once a week .After cleaning,become more refresh and more comfortable.. The paint of the wall stripped.. looked like many white spot because the colour of the wall is pink. Therefore, my sis handed me a homework that is think to do somethings to cover up that ugly wall..usually during holiday I will do somethings art.. hehehe..just because I love art. I tried to search ideas by reading some books..Finally,the ideas is:

This is what I had done...by using the left over cardboard and wrapping paper..no need to buy anything at all.. clever? need to use brain a lot..

I also made one notice board for reminding me to do things.. still a lot of empty space..

These are the end product

my camera is not good enough..all the photo taken are blur.
I successfully done my holiday's homework...I am proud of myself...muahahahahahahahahahhaha

FRidAy 24/7 last day*

2009-07-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

Jie Eng and I has discussed a long time on give what birthday present to Vivi..It is inconvenience for us to buy the present since we dont have transport to go out to buy and no much time left.
We had to keep it secret。 If not, no more surprise for her.. hehe

After a long discussion, we lied to vivi that we will go parkson on 12.30am. Actually we went there earlier..The next day, Jie Eng could not wake up earlier (sorry....) so only me myself going there. I made the decision... lastly, I chose a star necklace and a swing photoframe..The funny thing was I could not find a place to sit down and tear off the price tags and decorate the present..haha..i walked around and back to the same place like a sapo.

Then waited for them coming..
We went to shop for shoes.. I saw a "shinny", luxurious and beautiful shoes. It is inlay with the diamond..I was fascinate by it..Love it very much . but when saw the price, my eye opened wide..is Rm90 ...lips quiver...oh no..quickly put it back...

suddenly, the stomach made noises , telling us tat we are hungry..Thus, choosing big apple donuts for our lunch..
Quite expensive, but vivi paid ...Thanks very muchie...I chose the chocolate and cheezy one. The most special is the durian one..hehehe..have the durian smell..
Advise you all that dont open you mouth when eat this because your mouth will be full of chocolate...black black like tooth decay..hahah.

everytime i eat the donut, i must ate this. This is my favourite flavour..rich of cheese..yummy...drooling..

Don't know when being shot by them..in pensive mood..forgot what am i thinking that time..

That is me again ...took photos here and there。like never been there before...again..sapo..hiak hiak

Felt thirsty after eating. therefore bought pearl milk tea at kokoberry..coincidentally, the horoscope on plastic cover belong to our's horoscope . I am belong to scorpio and vivi belong to leo...jajaja
*sCoRpIO*
*LeO*

We failed to give surprise to Vivi. the timing is wrong..she saw it just at the time we want to hide it .. She looked happy and like the present and i also feel happy...hahah

I like this too...

( part one..to be continue......)

FRidAy 24/7 last day *CoNtiNuE..

2009-07-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

Tadaaaaaa....................
Magically...we reached luak explanade in a blink..

The bubble called Super Miracle Bubbles..we would play with it soon..red, green and orange( pretend it is yellow) .. traffic light colour..
Each of us took one and play...

The evening sky of luak ESPLANADE
The cloud look like an animal..maybe dog o lion?the nose n mouth can be seen clearly.

Start blowing the bubbles:
It is hard to took photos and blow bubbles at the same time..so the result is:

the bubbles have many colour..rainbow colour..

It is strange that the bubbles did not burst directly after fall on the sand..It is miracle? or scientific? one ,two , three bubbles...

zoom IN

When seeing the bubbles "fly" into the sky, i threw all my worries and unhappy away..and then let those things follow the bubbles and disappear. Not thinking about anything that time...that feeling is so good..

while they were still blowing bubbles, i wrote on the sand
First time is so ugly..kindergarden child writing..not pleased of it..again

Second time: yes i do it! adorable..like it very much

Washing legs with sea water.. cold and comfortable...run when the big waves come..help!!..hahah

The beautiful scence of explanade..Can you see the right side the small ppl? That is Jie Eng..hahah

Next will be several picture of sunset...

The sun was still shine brightly..want to catch it by the blowing bubbles stick..impossible..

like a drawing...
changing to redish+ pinkish..the big wave again
only can see half of it
disappear in the sea bed

fully disappear..

Before departed back, we wrote our name on the sand

vivi, Ah Bee, Evonve hiak hiak haha 24/7/09, saw Jie Eng toes..haha

On the way went to car, i took this picture...( exactly 7pm)few ppl there
It is meaningful ..secret..blek..cant tell you

8pm...Went shabu shabu ..celebrate vivi's birthday early...actually is next monday ..but she will go back on Sat..

what we eat?

lamb meat
this is what i ordered..seafood set
All vegetables....wau

The bowl is fulled of food..I ate a lot...FAT

nothing left.. the empty table..we finished all foods..THEY THREW THE LAST THREE DUMPLING TO ME.....HAIHZ..EAT AGAIN

REACH THE TIME OF CELEBRATION!!

tHIS IS THE vivi's birthday cake

we sang happy birthday songs to vivi loudly.hahah

the birthday girl cut the cake.. the candles...two are lost...dont know at where..maybe IS EATEN? hiak hiak

we continue to chit chat, talking laughing..

our friendship rings...haha。。it is originally rubber band...we used it as rings..may our friendship last forever!! You know which hand is mine? so easy to regconise..

Reached home almost 12am..end of that day..

At here, I want say thank you to vivi , Evonve and yee phang and vivi's parents( paid for shabu shabu)..hehe
thank them for giving me many sweet memories..we did the silly stupid, childish things together...hilarious, ridiculuos n funny..It is also clear and peaceful, hanging out with friends watching the sun set..I enjoyed very much... bye bye vivi ..Wish you Good luck and may God bless you always..i will miss you..i will anticipate our next outings...my holidays is end with happiness and fun..thanks100000000000000000000000

Thurs 23/7#

2009-07-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

WeNT out at 10.30am... followed vivi to pick up evonve n phang 。。maybe is lucky, on the way we saw aeroplane then helicopter then sport car on the road ..wau...n quickly took a shot:

The red sport car we saw.. cool and unique ..love it ..+ the car number is one..seldom see the number one car number. can said that never seen b4..If wan to buy, must over 1000000 .. I asked them is it handsome guys driving hahaha but is too dark cannot c inside..^-^..duh...me ar..cant stand of myself..
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After fetching, we went to fill our hungry stomach first..
while waiting for food to be served, we did silly n wu liao things again..took photo

y like this ? what are they doing? dont tell me both of them r lesbian o..hahah

b4 started eating, took a photo first.. n then said grace.thanks to vivi to remind me say grace b4 eating..I always forget..sorry God...hehe
There is still many rojak sauce left... waste...huhuh

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Then went parkson again....same place...TOY R us ..when we juz arrived at the shop.. we saw the toys flowers..then we play with it:

funny n stupid:
acting movies can always seen in the drama.....
The proposal scene :

WoUld U Marry me? yes! I do ....hahaha..cant stop laughing..

Director: cut!!! not good..use more toys flowers..more real!!again
Director shouted: 1 ,2 , 3 . Action!!
black: would you marry me??
pink: Yes, I do...but where is the ring??
hahah..then both of us burst out laughing..
Director：Bravo。。。clap clap..

Then i realised a big love beside the flower toys basket...so romantic..wehehe..If someone use 99 roses to propose me, i will sure node head..haha..Juz kidding...

Playing wif soft toys..My fovourite cartoon..Elmo..ouch..Elmo bite me...I hate u, Elmo! I don i like u anymore...hahah

Then I met two evil ladies...They abused the babies...one of them pulled the baby's hands n another want to throw the babies...wau..so evill...then i heard evil laughing..eee.so scared
The babies da bian le..so smelly...chou chou...yucks....want to vomit liao..wuek...Finally, they changed from evil to angel..they lay the babies to sleep in the bed..n sing lullaby..xiao bao bao , kuai sui jiao..so warm in heart..

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wE went to pai da tou tie... We used up long time to choose the frame n background for the photo...

being tou pai again..aiks...you guys ar... shake head..

our pictures!!!the final outcomes..I like the first pic the most..like the real magazine cover..hahah...become model already..there others but lazy to upload ..heheh-------------------------------------5-----------------------------------------------------------
exactly 4.00pm..I needed to rushed home b4 5pm..to go brunei wif my sis, bro n church friends..Thanks to vivi for being the driver...
luckily 。。i reached home on time..
then went brunei..excapade sushi ..eat sushi...yipeee...ate very full there....satisfied n enjoyed...delicious..yummy
the tissue packet...

the japanese words really hard to pronounce..like sake.., some said saka i...some said sa ke..my cousin said if wine is sake, if food, shake,,the pronunciation of H is very important..haha so funny.

start journey back home at 9pm..on the car..we heard many slow songs...hynotize us to sleep ...heard the song of SNSD-Gee...we all laughing when heard the chorus part...the laughing sound can be heard non-stop from the car..finally. reach home..tired n sleep...THE END...

TuEsDAY 21/7.*

2009-07-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

Went out again with vivi n Jie Eng. The purpose is watch movie- ice Age 3.. b4 tat, they accompanied me to make passport.. thanks to them for accompany me.. need to walk here n there n wait..plus the weather was hot, the sun shine brightly.... sweat..so went to Kfc ( got air conditioner..heheh)to avoid the hot weather.. so many chung hua students at parkson coz tat day was their school sport day..we decided to watch in the afternoon but dont know why the ice age 3 movies in tat afternoon r all cancelled.haihz..we didnt hav choice so we choose to watch at night.. the plan b4 was no use anymore... we went to star buck to wait for 3 hour pass as the first 3 hours parking at car park is only Rm1...dont wan to waste it..blek..we talked n took photo again
i took their photo when their took the photo of each other

Do Re Mi... our heights are in ascending order. i m always the shortest..haihz...

i help them promoting their advertisement...

"piang piang" war occur ...

no no no war, we should love each other..isn't it?

three ppl in one photo, a little blur

one sapo here... I wan to sit the baby chair!! pai seh pai seh

i m bored( waiting for them) ....c wat they did again? took photo lo

when i zi pai, suddenly a creature appear, wat is tat?
that is Vivi's hand..she disturbing me by moving her hand around...

ThEn, we went to boulevard....
rOaR.. ROar.. i become a tigress..haha..not fierce at all but cute

Before: it looks like a normal soft toys with of the eye kena tumbuk...hiak hiak

after: it is actually a small box ...(^(00)^) ar..help help!! my head is going to break...

they tou pai me when i was playing the game so seriously...ei? y got panda beside me? so kAwAi ner....i remembered someone called me panda..haha ..do i really look like panda? c, i am so concentrate in it..wakakaka

we watched the movie at 7.15pm ...
the movie we watched..very funny.. the 8 ringgit watched it is worth..hi sids!!

C MY left hand, i was promoting the movies again..

The end of tat day, other days will continue.....more photo will upload soon..teheheh..blek

bb call

2009-07-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

click the pic to enlarge..

現在的小朋友一定不懂的吧..

那時候找電話多痛苦..

還會背一堆什麼530、5201314...之類的數字文啊

現在有手機真的方便很多阿~

有用過B.B Call的同學請舉手..

2009-07-19T12:41:00.000-07:00

teukie!!cute guy..wehehe

eunhyuk and leeteuk..

Juz watching a korean entertainment show, called "Introducing Star Friends" on youtube. the 090620 one.. very interesting n funny..Cant stop laughing again.. my mouth muscle is stretching hard..haha..it is about some kind of pairing partner... boom, 2PM N superjunior: leeteuk and eunhyuk are involved in it.. after the watching the show, i start liking teukie ( leeteuk) ..he is too cute n funny...haha. he distingushed into the dinasour suit n called himself Dolly.. coz he the stomach of the dinasour is too big, he cannot crossed the small door n cannot walk in big steps..when he danced..wahahhaha..soo cute......such a cutie....^-^ one time he falled down n cannot get up and other ppl laugh at him at said the dinasour is ate too full n hydrated dinasour..in the end need the help of other ppl to get up.finally..he is paired up wif eunhae.. envy envy...aduh .. I am addicted..hahaha..need to wait for the translation for next episode..wuhuhu..

pokai n silly day..

2009-07-18T12:40:00.000-07:00

the two silly girls.. i m in it .. haha dont capture me..u cannot c me..ne ne ne ne ne
self photo taking... zhi lian huangg..hhaha..tou pai der..

Yesterday went Parkson wif vivi n Jie Eng.. We stayed there almost whole days , from 11am till 7pm. Wau..Eight hours ler..It is the first time i went there so long...Haha..I also cant belive it. wat we done there? juz shopping, talking, n eating. First went to popular. while waiting for Jie Eng came, we reading some books there .. after thought for a long time, I bought the Y.G magazine abt the star.haihz..waste money again..when she came, we walking around the shop: accompany Jie Eng to c mascara at watson n........then we went to the coffeebean to talk...only vivi ordered coffee coz too expensive i cant afford it..hahah..we talked abt anything for 2 hour there until hungry..

we kept deciding go where eat our dinner as there r KFC, mC dONALD, SUGARBUN and pizzahut..at last all agreed to go pizzahut. we order the mediteranaen set 2..aihz..dunno hw to spell la..hehe.. while waiting for the food come, jie Eng kept taking photo herself. She juz cant stop...i thought wont she feel tired mer? haha then we kept talkng n laughing.. cant stop laughing.. when i saw vivi laugh, i started to laugh again.. maybe her switch is not turned off o maybe the screw is not screwed? hahah .. i think we become sot sot der...we enjoy eating the pizza but only ate half of it already felt very full, so we talked n took photo again to wait for xiao hua.. n then continue to eat..but still left some so da pau it.. the total bill plus tax is Rm6+.++.. so expensive.. we divided into three.. i comfort myself, saying no everytime eat ba..jiu jiu yi chi...when pay for the parking fee..it is also expensive ler..Rm 6..wau..
Then we all went back..tat day i spent over RM 30 ..ALMOST pokai liao lo...haihz...

say hello to mister KFC..hALOO!!

The evidence for being at coffeebean. .haha

THE LEFT OVER...still many..
Jie Eng n ME

I add mant cheese powder into the mushroom soup..yummy

b4 eat, take a photo first

the empty plate

I AM BACK!!@-@

2009-07-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

" Welcome Back to Myself ".At last...I m back....Clap clap...yer...haha.. My frienz always blame me no update blog, so Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Naega naega naega meonjeo..... (sorry sorry - superjunior). i juz realized that i really long long longgggggggggg time dont update my bloggie. It has been the end of April till July i didnt write any new blog..exam is passed n holiday is reached n the exam result will out tomolo!!^-^but too many things happen in this few months , dont know start from where ???? Hm.. starting from this few days la..n 2S: seperate and summarise..hehe..if really write all too long dont know until can finish writing.

"I am sick..dizzy..sneeze". This can be seen in my msn personal msg last few day but nw is ok dy.. During last saturday, i got throatache.trying to drink more water but no use.. then at night went to my cousin's wedding dinner n don care n eat a lot n drink cold sprite..When back, feeling no energy to stand properly so eat panadol and sleep early..Next morning feeling sleepy during mass eventhough slept early last night. At night, went bbq at church's friend's house. Feeling ok at tat time, so didnt care again and eat three pieces of bbq chicken wings n bla bla.. In the end, sick on Monday. Feeling cold, dizzy n sneeze.. but nw only flu, so my friend.Dont worry. I am ok dy. thanks for u all..^-^

Tomolo is the day of result out. very nervous n scared.. i scared i cant pass one of the subject..I dont want to retake the course n waste my parent's money..the things i only xan do now is pray..bless me, Lord. may God help me.

(Part one of holiday)

可怜又真实的面包自述。。

2009-06-22T03:17:00.001-07:00

我差不多是这个样子，只是少了巧克力。。。。

昨天是一个阴沉沉的星期天。那天早晨我诞生在一间香喷喷的牛油味的面包店里。我是我和我的同伴们被称列在面包架上，等待着新主人把我们买下。说了那么多，忘了自我介绍。哈哈！我是一粒又圆又大又可口的牛油面包。特别的是，我和普通的牛油面包不同。我体内的牛油是已溶化的，而不是一般一坨的牛油粒。还有我的表面布满了巧克力粒。吃起来的口感不错，又香又甜。。好了介绍完毕！我相信我很快就被买下。果然，店才开不久就有个女孩看中了我，她还选了一包白面包，就去付钱。不久，到达了女主人的家了。当女主人下车开篱笆门是，意外发生了。当她下车时，不小心推倒了装着我的纸带。在我还没清楚状况时，我已连身带滚的掉在石灰地上，再从石灰地上”扑动“一声掉入水沟里。但因为我被一张塑料纸包着，所以被保护者，才不至于沉进水沟里。在我想我已经完蛋时，主人不会再要我了，就有一双手把我捡起来，让我有充满了希望。原来是主人的母亲。非常感激她。我以为我会被主人吃掉。可是，一天又一天的过去了，我被遗弃在饭桌上。之后，就被丢进寒冷的冰箱里。我想没人敢吃我吧，毕竟我是跌进过臭臭又肮脏的水沟。一个星期后，我终于被主人拿出冰箱。当时，又把我送进烤箱里，好痛哦。经过高温的烘烤后，我的表皮有点烧焦了。后来，我被主人一刀一刀的切成块（把我撕裂），一口一口的把我吃掉。就这样我的生命结束了。。。。。。

25/5/09

2009-04-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

wo lai ye, I m back! long long time didnt write blog lu.. kinda lazy nowadays... owes fa dai.. either is on9 o doing nothing.. no mood to study..aikss. two more weeks are exam ..oooooo..

erm..talking about today..
this morning, wan to on9 but cannot..
y? because the laptop cant detect wireless.
i had tried many times, keep turn off n on the laptop
but still cant...gettihg mad of it
spending whole morning on tst, bu gang yuan!!
but i still kept trying..
suddenly, the words "wireless console" popped up in my mind ..
then i realize tat the wireless program is disappear
i tried to find tat pogram..
finally i found it n turned on it
then yeh!!! can on9 lu
but time is limited hav class
no using it juz turned off
after this i think i m pro on this
because my bro oso cant found out wat problem cannot on9 since last night ..
after i tried n tried i sucess
haha juz kidding wahahaa..
whole morning juz passed like tat..n then went to lecture n back again , on9 watch tv
one day passed like tat..

juz back!!

2009-04-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day back from Kuching. This trip really fun.
Hope can stay there longer time n no need to study..haha bo ko neng la..
I had exactly ten years no going back to Kuching.wa..so long
Many things have been changed a lot, including my relatives,
last time saw them, they were still babies n young,
nw some even taller than me. wuhuhu..i admit i m short la
some even i cant recognize...really change a lot..duh..

Although the first few day were bored, but a least the last few day got going out.
The first few day juz stay at mum friend's house, no streamyx, nothing to do..aiks..juz read magazine..

Then, next few days went to visit many relatives (my dad side).
they said i also change a lot lo,
becum taller liao, where got? still the same..
juz long time no c me nia ba..hahah
also going shopping..yeh my favourite!! wehehe
going boulevard, the Spring n so on..
below hav some photo :

The first drink reach at Kuching.yumee..

Watching bbt in mum's friend house

i had eaten up one bowl of fish ball soup n eight stick of satay...oO ..FAT!@-@

my cousin's new house, beside is swimming pool..wau

the outside view of her house, the barbecue n gathering place.

what a beautiful place i ever want..hehe ..

although is small, but very comfortable,
cool even though not switch on the fan..

colourful building. Actually is car park

a fast shot i took when pass through..

is unique bcoz of its colour..

Yeh! I caught you.. shock? ahaahha^-^

HEY, what are you doing? the slipper is good to play ? haha

This little boy is taking care by my relatives. He is funny n cute..

his eyes r very big n beautiful, almost attract me ler..

hahaha ..juz kidding.

When c us coming, he juz run from front to the back of the house. keep repeating.

like want to make show in front of us..

I was thinking he wont feel tired meh?hahaa

he also called my relatives "mummy"

wau..then he got two mum lo..

when we wanted to go back, we asked whether he wan go gai gai o not,

he said dont wan but when said "mummy" oso going, he said he want..

haha..aiyo..really cute ler.

don ever c such kid like this..haha

this is the catholic church call the Chapel of Mother Mary ...

the modern design, beautiful...got aircon oso haha..

attending daily mass here..
(to be continue..)

beCum FattER!.Oh o..

2009-04-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

This few day, getting fatter nw..dont know why this few days like to eat more.
eventhough is full dy, still want to find somethings to eat and will satisfed after eat,
especially at night.. like to eat junk food like jelly, yogurt, biscuit..
juz like i had bought oreo for my breakfast for "emergency"(nothing to eat during morning) but i already finished ate eat in two days, n not for breakfast neh..aduh me ar...

actually i got becum thinner when mum went to kk,
no ppl prepare the breakfast, lunch n dinner,
juz simply eat n eat very few

after she came back, normal again,
except the three meals, i oso eat junk food ( as wat i mentioned above)
owes go open the frigde c got wat to eat..
find here n there, must find a things to eat then satisfy.
o i will go buy myself...hahah
dunno y like tat, like want to express stress..hehe...
aiyo, me really no help liao..無藥可救cant control ...

must keep fat lor, don wan to become fat girl
hw can keep fit? method tat r easy n not use long time...
IF U GOT ANY, TELL ME AR..

Hate assignment

2009-03-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

hu.....at last passed up the assignment..the damed assignment is challeged me. aikss.. i had used three day to finish it.i think not enough for me for three days only . Even today wake up early in the morning to do it, but stil not enough time.. rush to do n no time to check..I m very blur due to not enough sleep. I was blurred until didnt bring the case of laptop n juz took laptop to the car.. n noting in my bag besides my personal belongings. So funny ler..hahaha...when go to campus, still continue to do it but only left one hour. I had written too many words n need to delete the unnessesserly words. it was nearly 1pm after i had the enough words..so no time to check again..I realized tat I forgot to write on reccomemdation. I was worried n due to no time I juz use black pen to simply write two sentences.. after tat, my friend n i rush to pass up the assignment..After passed up, I still cant relive..still worrying of it. worry to get few marks coz of lack of info. n then it will difficult ot score in final exam.. i scared tat cant pass this subject.. But i m really very very tired, i had no mood to hear wat lecture said today..juz fat dai there..blur blur de...after the lecture finish, i almost forgot to take the laptop in the drawer((still blur). luckily i remember then..when reach home, i wanted to go sleep straight away but i hav to take my lunch( whole afternoon no eat, very hungry). then i juz dashed to lied on the bed n sleep. I had sleep two hours ler..this is the first i pass up assignment on the the due time n used the most time to do it. The assignment lead me to no mood to study..I gurantee tat I will change course next sem. I dont want to take management anymore!!

ToNs of Works waiting for me!!

2009-03-24T06:07:00.000-07:00

Is getting busier this few days. Next week need to pass up management assignment and have two mid term test...oOO.. This fri got B.L quiz again..haihz..but busy why still can write blog? haha.. I m last minute people ba, always do thing last minutes. need to rush to finish it in the end. Nowadays got improve a bit la.. Got study. Feeling stress coz of a lot of things need to do. Start Worry about this and that..but Worrying is a waste of time..isn't it...need to hav faith to yourself..haiyo.. Think until headache..but no direction. How to start?!! When studying, keep telling myself must concentrate, but bcoz of laptop is in front, study until half then go use laptop dy..aiks..If not, when wan to find info for assignment, will type http://www.youtube.com/ straight away.. then watch movie again..hahaha.. I think someone should hide the laptop, so that i can concentrate..hehe...I cant live without internet and laptop!! haha...my most importan is tat two things...wakakka...eheheh...need to stop nw ....it's time to continue study, if not cannot prepare well for the exam...bb for myself.^-^

无题

2009-03-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

今天是他的生日，我以为我会忘记或不在乎。但是，当我越不想记住，往往却又是记得越清楚。总认为我已完完全全放弃他了,可是沒有。没看到他就没想太多，遇到他那感觉有来了。虽然总是装着若无其事的样子，但心里那份紧张还存在。整整四年了，为什么还放不下？明知道是不可能的，我和他是根本没交际的人。明知道没有结果，对于他来说，我只是个陌生人或路人。天底下这么多男人，为什么我偏偏选了他？我可以再选别人啊？记得，有一阵子他交了女朋友，那时候，我就决定死心。可是后来只是听说他和她分手了，我又开始自作多情了。一点点小动作，可以让我想东想西的。对于还没放弃这件事，我没告诉任何人，很多人都以为我已彻底的放弃他了。我不想告诉别人，是因为我不想让人笑我疻情。常听人说爱一个人很容易，但放弃却很难。我也这么认为。他是有史以来付出感情最久的，我不知道我还需要多久的时间来放弃他。一年？？所以我只能默默的祝他生日快乐，希望他能永远幸福，快乐。这样我就很满足了。

爱

2009-03-19T04:17:00.000-07:00

在某个网站发现了这篇文章，觉得蛮有意思的，就跟大家来分享：

爱的感觉，总是在一开始的时候甜蜜，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人想着你，恋着你，不论做什么事情，只要能在一起，就是好的。
　　但是慢慢地，随着认识的加深，你会发现对方的缺点，于是问题一个接着一个的出现，于是，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避。
　　有人说，爱情就像捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的。然而，你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到？他适合你，你又适合他吗？
　　其实，我觉得，爱情应该像磨石子儿，或许你刚开始捡到的时候，不是那么满意，慢慢的，一切就会发生变化。因为人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心，有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨光。
　　很多人以为，是因为感情淡了，人才会变得懒惰，其实人是先被惰性征服，然后感情才慢慢变淡的。现在越来越多的人只想谈一辈子恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
　　如果每个人都懒得讲话，懒得倾听，懒得制造惊喜，懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎会不渐行渐远？请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤来灌溉的。谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的事情。
　　曾经有一对情侣，相约下班后去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司的会议延误了，当她冒雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30分钟，她男朋友很不高兴地说：“你每次都这样，现在我什么心情也没了，我以后再也不会等你了！”刹那间，女孩的心崩溃了，她想：或许，他们再也没有未来了。
　　然而，在这个地方，另一对情侣也面临了同样的问题，可是她的男朋友却说：“我想你一定忙坏了吧？”接着他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套披在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了。但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨幸福的。
　　也许，爱恨仅仅只在我们的一念之间！爱，不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在于你心境的转变罢了。如果有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错，那并不代表你会选择他。
　　我们总说：“我要找一个很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。”但是当对方问你，怎么样才算是很爱的时候，你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
　　没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的。可是后来，当我们猛然回首，才发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？或者，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发觉的。
　　每个人都希望找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过，在你身边早有人对你默默付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已。
　　所以，还是仔细看看身边的人，他或许已经等你很久了。当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能给对方造成沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，那就完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
　　喝酒的时候呢，不要超过六分醉，吃饭的时候呢，不要超过七分饱，爱一个人的时候不要超过八分。刚刚好。
　　爱一个人，要了解也要开解；要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；要体贴也要体谅；是接受而不是忍受；是宽容而不是纵容；是支持而不是支配；是慰问而不是质问；是倾诉而不是控诉；是难忘而不是遗忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求而不是向对方诸多要求。可以浪漫，但不要浪费，不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。

亿万个谢谢。。

2009-03-07T06:01:00.000-08:00

一直以来，我对于恋爱很憧憬，

不曾恋爱的我，

不知相爱的滋味，

但我曾暗恋过，

所以很清楚那种感觉，

有时甜有时苦，

有时快乐，有时悲伤，

心情因心中的那个他而异`。。

可以因为他看了我一眼，而雀跃一整天。

但这份感情我只能默默藏在心里，

因为我明白我们之间是没有结果，

我们之间缺少了缘分，

我只能远远的祝福他得到幸福。

衷心的感谢他让我知道爱在爱情国度里的意义。

很感激那些爱过我的人，

谢谢他们让我感受被爱的感觉，

也在此对他们说声抱歉，

对于他们的付出我无法偿还。

也谢谢那些不喜欢我的人，

因为他们我才发现我的缺点，

因为有他们我才变得坚强。

在此，非常感激在我人生中出现的每一个人，

不管是朋友们，爱我的人或不爱我的人，

是你们让我更认识我自己，

是你们让我的生活有了美好的回忆，

是你们让我的生活充满色彩！！^-^

Starting a new blog!

2009-03-02T04:28:00.000-08:00

Yipee! create another new blog here. Now onwards, i will keep writing blog using this..to improve my bad English. Keep using broken English n.....need to keep practice..yer..N I think tat writing blog will help u reduce stress. U agree? feeling more relax after express feeling to blogger
haha..it is like my good listener although it will not answer me o wat...hahahha..i think too much dy. choosing title as dream world because if dream come true, i will happy. N there will be happiness..can say bye bye to sad, stress n bla bla bla haha.. tat's all from my for intro...haha..SmiLE aLwAyS!