stress..

exam is very near now.. but i still have a lot haven't study.
keep worrying..
worry till cannot study..
wanna cry already..
no people can help me..
need to study myself..

小感触

最近变懒惰了..
喝饮料之后没立刻洗杯子,尤其是喝麦片
然后只顾着上网, 把杯子搁在一边好久:


后来,洗杯的时候才发觉
里面的东西干掉很难洗


這让我想到...



有些事情，沒有立刻去完成，而過了之後才去執行
就会花更多的心力去达到你本來可以很轻易达成的事情

像是学习，少壯不努力，老大徒伤悲
每堂课后,应该当天温习过.
如果等到考试前一两天才温习,就太迟了

要考试了, 我还在可以有时间在这里写blog?
说穿了,我就是临时抱佛脚的人..哈哈....还敢笑...-_-
说实话最后几天才温习真的很辛苦唉,
所以本小姐劝大家不要临时抱佛脚....

其实还有很多這样的例子吧 还沒想到
所以结论是...杯子要早点洗咯...^^

我的小怪癖

不知道有沒有人也会這样?哈哈..对不起..相片不清楚..请点击放大..

减肥

看到弯弯的一篇漫画, 同感..真的是减肥时候了....

好像所有的一切都变成不值得我期待....好诅丧..-_-

苍蝇逃生的启迪-成功

美国康奈尔大学的威克教授曾做过一个实验:把几只蜜蜂放进一个平放的瓶子中,瓶底向着有光的一方,瓶口敞开。但见蜜蜂们向着有光亮处不断飞动,不断撞在瓶壁上。最后当他们明白,自己永远都飞不出这个瓶底时,于是不愿再浪费力气,它们停在光亮的一面,奄奄一息。

　　威克教授于是倒出蜜蜂,把瓶子按原样放好,再放入几只苍蝇。不到几分钟,所有的苍蝇都飞出去了。原因很简单,苍蝇们并不朝着一个固定的方向飞行,它们会多方尝试,向上、向下、向光、背光,一方不通立刻改变方向,虽然免不了多次碰壁,但它们最终会飞向瓶颈,并顺着瓶口飞出。它们用自己的不懈努力改变了像蜜蜂那样的命运。

威克教授于是总结出一个观点:横冲直撞总比坐以待毙要高明得多。

成功并没有什么秘诀， 就是在行动中尝试， 改变， 再变，再尝试。。。。。直到成功为止。有人成功了， 只因为他比我们犯的错误， 遭受的失败更多。。

考试后。。

这次的考试使我很丧气，担心
由始以来，觉得最有压力的一次。
每科前一晚都开夜车。
记得有一晚，我哭了，只因为我没法把考试范围读完。
逼着自己读完，可是一个字也读不进
总觉得压力很大， 大的受不了，
觉得很累。
甚至曾想就这样放弃。
交白卷算了。
但是，我祈祷。祈求天主帮助我度过这难熬的考试周。
就这样考完试了。

可是，
假期了，我根本开心不起来。
刚考完，我就坐立不安
我气我自己。 明明知道答案，可是却不够时间没能将答案写下，还有因为我的粗心
我很怕就因为这样我就白考了
我对自己很没信心
深怕不及格。
一直为这事担心
我不知道我是不是杞人忧天

后来，靠祈祷，把一切都献给主。
我才能安心，恢复心情。。
感谢主！！赞美主。阿们。



再后来，我想了很多。
看到身边的朋友的大学生活
都过得多姿多彩， 快乐无比。。
而我，去上课， 上完课就回家，
每天都重复着一样的生活。
闷极了。。
我开始又想东想西
我是不是选错科
如果当初这样，我会不会过的更快乐，
那样有会变成怎样

最后，我得到的答案是：
我应该往前看， 而不是往后看，
既然选了就选了
不该逃避也
不要后悔，而要努力和尽力完成它
不是吗？
加油！一首歌在我脑海里“浮现“：

林俊杰的加油！！

最近你好吗 少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好 全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考
发现你爱的人 到处跑
昨晚刚升职 今天被炒
莫名其妙 谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时 你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉 却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油 一切更美好
所有的悲伤 请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口 就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油 人人都需要
手牵手 我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老
The beat goes on 时间它一直走
就像是Life goes on 这过程或许痛
不管顺流或逆流 你总得抬起头
让我们一起走 走过艰难和困惑
发现你爱的人 到处跑
昨晚刚升职 今天被炒
莫名其妙 谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时 你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉 却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油 一切更美好
所有的悲伤 请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口 就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油 人人都需要
手牵手 我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老
关关是难关 但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光 在天空闪闪
所出现的彩虹 忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松 那我们一起加油
说一声加油 一切更美好
所有的悲伤 请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口 就让阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油 人人都需要
手牵手 我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老

我终于明白了。。退一步海阔天空^^

我还在期待那些没有希望的事实干什么？傻瓜。。

和已过去的事说再见

莎士比亚“聪明的人永远不会坐着为自己的损失而悲伤，却会很高兴地去找出办法来弥补创伤。”

人一旦停带在昨天，过去， 就会产生杂念，
便会痛苦，怨恨，不甘心。
拥有并维持这种遗忘，是一个人获得成功和快乐的关键。
瓶子碎了，不能把牛奶救回来。
打翻的牛奶无论你怎么着急，如何抱怨，也不能救回一滴了
只要先动点脑筋，先加以防备，
那瓶牛奶救可以救回。
可是现在已经太迟了-我们所能做到的，
只是把它忘掉， 去想下一件事。
只要不再为过去的事后悔，
不再让那些已过去的事影响我们，
我们所挽救的是整个人生的快乐和圆满

.......

如果时间能够倒流，
我一定会好好珍惜所拥有的一切。
都怪那时的我迟钝，不中用。
错过了很多机会，
所拥有的美好的回忆不多。
所以，
从今天起。
我一定会好好做我自己。
珍惜一切
制造出更多根更多的MeMoRieS...

Kid's mind 童言童语 XD

Today, my two lovely piano's students whispered in front of me.
Then both of them keep push around to ask me
And finally someone said out:" Teacher,are you married?"
I fell into a trance after heard this..(-_-)!!!
In my mind, the words" boyfriend and married" appeared
I don't even have any boyfriend, how come I get married ler?
I burst into laughter afterwards
Then,
I gave an obtuse answer to them..
"Am I looked that old?"
One of them said:
"My sister(25) already have bf lo then you should have one also."哭笑不得
I told them I am still young, marry is still far away from me.hahaha 无言。
Then continued to do their piano theory.

One of them took out her Mr bean's bear and another bear to show it to me.
She also tried to act like the Mr bean talked to his bear.
Bravo..really alike..clap clap ...
She told me the stories about how Mr. Bean's bear head break..
The room is fulled with the sound of laughter in that one hour..

These two kids are really too cute (with explode)..
They are well behaved and clever and easy to communicate students..
I am not biased to them.
but that is the truth..
They will said" Good afternoon, teacher " and good bye whenever go in and go out the class..like going to school
They are clear about the time when they ought to do their work and play..
They wont say "no" whatever you called them to do
Is the compliments are too over??
Maybe..k...then stopped..

Teaching life..

From April onwards, I become an substitute piano teacher.
To replace a teacher who is going to give birth..
but only for one month..
Although only one month, it is good enough already
Better than no income..right?
First day of teaching is quite fun and see many unfamiliar face..
Start form the second class, the fun keep decreasing..

I had met many kind of students:
Some whenever you called them to do this, they don want.
They will keep oppose your order
Some you kept teach them , they still don't know how to do
Some when you are angry, they still don't want to hear what you said
You need to find many kind of ways to cope this..

And
becoming a substitute piano teacher also sacrifice my Sat and Sun's free time
From Morning to afternoon..and need to one to one teaching again..
Only night time left
My revision haven done,the mid term exam is coming very soon
Assignment haven start..bla bla bla
keep worrying..

Am I regret?
The answer is "no"
At least I can gain some experience of working and teaching
experience the society world.
I should think the positive side..
I can also earn money.wahahah..money money come..

Teaching is always like that
Not every student will listen to what you said
Nothing is perfect
Life is full of challenging
You need to overcome the difficulties and problem.
Don't say there is no solution
There must have solution..
You need to explore and experience yourself
If not, you will not know how wonderful the world the God made is and the happiness.

=========================================THE eND====================================

-_-

My greatest drawback is lack of self-confidence. Certain lack of self confidence leads me avoiding people because I don't want to deal with it. Sometimes, I feel uneasy and embarrassed with people I don't really know or those who are older than me. I just do not know start what topic with them.

Most of the people think I am a quiet girl. They do not know my genuine and inner personality. Actually I am very talkative, but it is always hidden. Once I meet any unfamiliar people, my brain will straight away blank,and I will don't know what to say. Sometimes, even I have thing to say,the words cannot be say out, like the voice being trapped inside the throat.

In my opinion, it is very difficult to join Those who have their own gang. Don't know you guys think my opinion right or wrong. I always feel that I am always the outsider, always being left out. Sometimes, I am mad of myself. Why I cannot be more active, social and show the true me? Am I too pessimistic? I should work out the best me, Isn't it?

找不到人說 心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那個人
很多人都像我 一個人過生活

愛 只有簡單筆畫
卻比想像複雜 恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人 也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛 是不可數的嗎
為何我還相信 它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人 在等我的永恆
告訴我 愛不單行 別害怕

用不完身邊 氾濫的自由
開始怕孤單 是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人 為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到 愛情那個枷鎖